Sunday, April 24, 2011

Losing My Life

There is a saying:  "Take back your life."  This thought has continued to present itself for my consideration over the past few months.  But why would I want my life back?  My life is the reason that I am here in the clutches of an intense and prolonged despair.  I don't need it anymore.

I have come to the point in my existence in which I will either receive Your Life or I will have no life at all.  This is the line in the sand.  The darkness can do with me what it will.  I will no longer lend it my voice or worship it with my deeds.  Whatever life there may or may not be outside of this, I cannot know.  I only know that I can no longer abide in this lonely death.    

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